(D.O.D) Diary Of DarkOneSun

The Thoughts and Experiences and of a Young Black Male growing up in the Bay Area, KKKalifornia, in the United States of Amerikkka through observing his environment.



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  1. My childhood
  2. My teenage years
  3. My first experience with racism
  4. The Black Man and Intelligence: Is the black man really inferior to other races intellectually, or is it something else?
  5. Everybody loves everything about the nigga, but the nigga himself: The leeching of black culture by non-blacks while simultaneously hating the blacks who create black culture.
  6. Am I Invisible or what?
  7. Depression and the rising increase of suicide among young black men? What is making so many of us young black men so depressed and ready to give up?
  8. The world vs. the black man. It does seem that way sometimes doesn't it?
  9. Society's permanent scapegoat
  10. Why do I have to be criminally minded?
  11. Why do I always have to make everyone else feel comfortable?
  12. Why can't I do normal things without people viewing me with suspicition?
  13. Why do black people always have to be the bigger party when it comes to racism?
  14. The Angry White Male...Please!
  15. Does anybody understand how I feel?
  16. Why do I have to be an oversexed animal with no feelings?
  17. Do Black women hate black men? Seems like it sometimes.
  18. Average and nice black men get no love.
  19. Can I please be normal?
  20. Interracial dating: Why is it ok for everybody except the black man?
  21. Why do Black Women compare black men to white men?
  22. The hypocrisy of many black women when it comes to interracial dating.
  23. Black men and the stigma of being called color-struck? Are we really more colorstruck than anyone else?
  24. The White Male: The black males's natural enemy? Seemingly so.
  25. Why do white males always want to compete with black men?
  26. Why is it everybody can have a recognized civilization but the black man?
  27. White people and their pets...Can we say crazy???
  28. Why do non-black women automatically think that I am interested in them just because they aren't black?
  29. Young black males and peer pressure.
  30. Why does being an intelligent black man always come with loneliness.
  31. Dealing with disrespect from others.
  32. We need to unify, for our own sakes.
  33. Eat 'em up in the classroom.
  34. The Sweetest Revenge that Black Men could give people.
  35. Either sink or swim: There is no middle ground for black men.
  36. Why is everyone and everything trying to turn me into a damn homosexual?
  37. The bias against young black men.
  38. Conditional Fear: Are people really afraid of black men?
  39. Am I crazy?
  40. Mule of the World? Bullshit.
  41. Only step to the one you want.
  42. Better learn to defend yourself.
  43. The Penis Myth.
  44. Stop trying to use me.
  45. Are Black women really loyal?
  46. What the fuck do black men REALLY have to choose from?
  47. I don't deserve this shit!
  48. Do I have a right to be angry?
  49. Facing my worst fears; the beginning of the healing process.
  50. Ignore them all.
  51. Git' the money!
  52. Either Sink or Swim: There is no middle ground for black men.
  53. Small-Minded ass people.
  54. Am I a child?
  55. The futility of being angry.
  56. The Bay Area, KKKalifornia, not a good area for the black man.
  57. Where are all the good black men at?
  58. Are black women the enemy?
  59. We're all Ambassadors.
  60. Why do people think black men only deserve used goods?
  61. People have no idea what we go through.
  62. The reason why black men become players.
  63. Sublimation, an art black men better learn how to master.
  64. The Reformed Black women.
  65. Dealing with my anger towards women.
  66. Dealing with chronic pain.
  67. Are white women really liberal?
  68. Why are ONLY black men held to unrealistic standards?
  69. Dealing with low self-confidence.
  70. How I study.
  71. Black Men, learn the game of chess.
  72. Black Men, go for the hard sciences.
  73. If you start, you better finish...
  74. Black men need to form nationwide support groups.
  75. What the hell is a good black man?
  76. It's never too late...
  77. Being An American black male...Born and bred.
  78. Dealing with women in the Bay Area: By race.
  79. Dealing with other races in the Bay Area.
  80. Stop worrying about my fucking grades!!
  81. Black men, turn it down sometimes.
  82. Why do I have to want every woman?
  83. Dealing with my conflicting feelings about black women.
  84. Dealing with the arrogance of many African and other non-American Blacks that I have encountered.
  85. I used to think the white man was the worst in terms in racism.
  86. The double standards between men and women.
  87. Don't be a loser's choice.
  88. Minority women and white worship.
  89. Attention from non-black men better than attention from black men?
  90. Give it a decade
  91. Black men, be good to yourself.
  92. Black men, you gotta work hard..Period.
  93. It's not you, it's them.
  94. The cost of assimilation.
  95. Forget black men, we need to do us...Hmmm?
  96. Praising biracial kids over full-black ones?
  97. The racism of many biracials.
  98. Put no group of women on a pedestal who don't put you on one.
  99. I don't need a damn chaperone.
  100. Light-skinned black men vs. Dark-skinned black men.
  101. The dysfunctional standards for black manhood.
  102. Nigga...No means no!!!
  103. She's married nigga!!
  104. Dealing with women in customer service positions.
  105. Dealing with aimless, angry, black men.
  106. The selfishness in many black men.
  107. Speak the fuck up!!
  108. Where the fuck are all the black men working out here in the Bay?
  109. Black people who support legalizing illegal immigrants...Are you fucking crazy?
  110. Are non-black women really better?
  111. Are many black women racist against black men?
  112. Why do you think you are better than me?
  113. Black women in human resources positions--the white man's gatekeepers.
  114. Black men, humility is the key.
  115. Dealing with the effects of haterism.
  116. Black men aren't loyal? Really?
  117. Don't take them back afterward.
  118. Are Black men becoming racist towards black women?
  119. Discomfort around other black people in the Bay...Why do I feel this way?
  120. I'm not what you all think.
  121. Dealing with Social Anxiety.
  122. To be a Stutterer.
  123. Being a Homebody.
  124. The fickleness of many people.
  125. Dealing with jealousy and envy from other races.
  126. Now, I understand why blacks are at the bottom In the Bay Area.
  127. Don't be a victim.
  128. Gay black men.
  129. The flamboyance of many gay black men.
  130. I'm cutting down on the cursing throughout the rest this book.
  131. Always treat people as individuals.
  132. Through it all.
  133. The things that I love about the black women in my life.
  134. DarkOneSun...Married.
  135. Thank God for my wife.
  136. Black men, if you truly get a good woman...
  137. In the end, good black men will win.
  138. The power of prayer.
  139. DarkOneSun...Finished.
  140. The End.





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